Hey everyone, I have an important thing to ask of you. Please send
@cyanCyan Nyan 賽小鹽 // nullptr::live lots of love and care.
I know we did a lighthearted stream yesterday, but the truth is she's been stuck at home with severe pain and health issues for all of November.
She always likes to act tough and be her comedian self in public, but she's actually struggling a lot. We've been to half a dozen clinics and doctors to try to figure out what she has.
As far as we can tell, it's not one single thing, but a really unlucky combination of issues. She's getting better, but she still needs some time to recover and we still have more tests to do which will take time.
The good news is she doesn't seem to have anything life threatening, but chronic pain really sucks. It drains away your energy, your self esteem, and your will to live.
It doesn't help that across cultures and countries, women's health is not taken seriously and symptoms are brushed off, because "it's normal". Cyan has actually struggled with chronic pain on and off her whole life, but she was led to believe it's just something she has to suffer through quietly.
I'm going to make sure she gets all the care she deserves, and get down to the bottom of everything and make sure she can be happy. But it takes time to undo decades of gaslighting and missed/wrong diagnoses.
Please give her all your support and best wishes. It really means a lot to her.
Thank you 🩵
(You can reply here with her tag, I'll make sure she sees your messages)