Okay, I talked to my therapist and am going to make myself go out to an event this week to try to meet people other than my kids and my dog. So, since it's Portland, and Portland is Portland, I have a choice between the all white T4T event or the all white lesbian event.
Sigh… I feel like I SHOULD go to the T4T event, but I have the absolutely hardest time not feeling seriously out of place and uncomfortable at Trans heavy events in Portland.