I keep getting overwhelmed by my new camera. I have no idea what most of the settings mean, let alone how to use them.

Also, it’s not often someone’s bought me something I’ve wanted for a long time, so I feel worried that if I’m no good or don’t make the most of it then I’m a terrible person.

So I’m feeling grateful and seen and loved but also guilty. I shouldn’t have such a nice gift if I can’t already use it perfectly.
What a daft thing to think.