It seems to me that most people, when wrapping up a big project that consumed their life for awhile, get excited, happy, and want to throw a party.

I, on the other hand, get weirdly depressed and dismayed. I question if it was worth it. I wonder if anyone will care or notice. I fear I wasted my time or that it was pointless. It's sort of a depressing time, mentally, in a strange way. I try to fight it, but the darkness is there anyway.

So anyway, just finishing up a huge Tapestry code project.

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