if there's one thing about *waves hands* All The Recent Stuff that pisses me off the most, it's the resemblance to early-covid-era feelings of "i do not know how worried to actually be" on a daily basis.
TOO worried and i feel like a conspiratorial crank. NOT ENOUGH worried and i fear i'm burying my head in the sand. and depending on which news you look at that feeling wildly oscillates