Well, it is not #Pridemonth at any rate.
But still there had been thoughts and reflections in my mind for several months now.
And while I am still counting myself as #pansexual (that doesnt change) and a member of the big #LGBTQIA+ family... I'd like to add another identifier to myself: #asexual
Not black & white, but I am definitely on that asexual spectrum and I finally made peace with that after long deliberations

It feels right (not much will change anyway ^' )

And thank you to @Kuraiko for being the best and most supportive partner I could ever wish for!

Addendum:
This identifier is not there to limit myself. Oder define myself purely through labels and drawers (that's why I used "identifier" as a word)... but just to understand myself a little more and because it feels valid.