Sometimes, a day (or a week) will go by where the world finely weaves a perfectly-overlapping mesh of minor ailments, stressful news, internal psychological turmoil and general bad vibes to nullify efforts towards meaningful goals.
I've had one of those weeks. I say this not to spread those vibes or to elicit sympathy but to convey sympathy. I know lots of folks, even very privileged ones, are similarly struggling.
I just want to join the small voice inside you telling you that it's *not* you.