"no one cares about this" have you considered that you're selecting the people you're encountering
At any rate what I was thinking about here is that you will have times when your own motivation and your own faith fails you, and then what? Who is around you helping to shape your thoughts? I think people underestimate the ways that the people they surround themselves with can change THEM rather than the other way around.
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