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“무안의 붉은 흙이 딸의 핏자국 같아서…“ 형은이 엄마는 오늘도 공항으로 퇴근한다 [무안 제주항공 여객기 참사 1주기]
m.hankookilbo.com/News/Read/A2...
“참사 1주기가 되면서 셸터엔 더욱 깊은 슬픔이 덮쳐오고 있었다. 시름시름 앓는 이들도 많아졌다. 남편을 잃고 한동안 세상과 벽을 쌓고 지냈던 박귀숙(61)씨는 며칠 새 불면증이 악화됐다. 박씨는 "잠깐 눈을 붙여도 고작 3분, 5분뿐"이라고 토로했다.”
"무안의 붉은 흙이 딸의 핏자국 같아서…" 형은이 엄마...
Mental health, both + and -, mh-, mh+, drugs, sui mention
I just realized I should not only post negative mh stuff, but also like, overall summaries and also positive stuff
Cuz entities seem to be worried about me way more than I thought, and I'm sowii :( I'm actually doing better since this week - I still get really bad breakdowns, but my default state is way, way better. I'm still burnt out, so I end up having to do less for those around me, and I hope they'll forgive me for it, but I have plans for the future and some like, hope for at least 2026 now.
Now, I'm writing this while high on amph, which tends to make me happier, but fact is that, on average, I'm doing better. I'm also at a way lower suicide risk than I was 2 months ago due to moving countries and actually having some support around me now, a community, and things to do.
To be clear, I'm still doing quite bad, I'm not healthy both mentally and physically, but I now see a way forward at least to and within the next year. That's progress.
What helps me the most is having friends I can rely on that will not push themselves to help me (cuz then I worry a lot), but that will have my back in things (not necessarily by forcing themselves to do something for me, but largely just by sticking with me, and not hating me), having company, communities, meeting new entities IRL, and doing and talking about computer stuff online and also on things like chats.
I have someone in my life now that keeps me safe and makes me actually want to not end up forever dead.
Ig I'm unsure why I'm writing this post entirely. Had a convo IRL that I shall not describe further and this topic dropped, so I figured I shall try write things when I'm happy, too (like rn; rn I'm quite happy.)
Also, I'm curious if I am addicted to taking drugs. Not any drugs themselves, but rather to the act of trying new drugs.
I don't think that's bad (there's only so many drugs), and the few drugs I repeat are basically just acute antidepressants, or ADHD mess which I use to temporarily deal with executive dysfunction; idk if that should be labeled an addiction, I actually quite dislike taking all of them, but it helps tremendously in some situations, so it's absolutely worth it for me.
But that's another discussion, so eh.
I don't actually know if this is that accurate of an eval of my current state; I'm absolutely falling apart, I'm absolutely utterly broken beyond repair, but I now have glimpses of living, not just surviving. Hope. A reason to have hope, not just fake hope. That if I survive long enough, I'll be able to live. I couldn't imagine things ever getting like that 2 months ago. I owe that to another entity, one that basically saved my life (right after a suicide attempt).
If nothing devastating explodes, or a series of big things explode, idt my life is at risk till at least like most of 2026. Ask me late 2026 for 2027, even trying to guess 2026 feels like naive divination lol.
I... Will feel suicidal, might do things that I know won't kill me with the intention of dying, but idt I will do anything that will have a decent chance at killing me. Def not if I find stuff that lets me feel stuff other than overwhelming emotional pain. Well, I shouldn't be promising things... I don't know what I'll be doing. But the fact about finally seeing some little rays of hope is true.
I still can't see a proper life with all my needs met. But I should end up in a better position.
Maybe this is just me ranting while high on amph. Idk. I do think that even writing stuff when I'm feeling happy and well is good. I only posted the negative stuff so far almost always, not most the neutral or positive stuff, so.
To be clear, I still love whenever someone shows care about me, and it helps me whenever I'm feeling horrible. The fact I'm unlikely to try a likely to succeed suicide attempt doesn't change the fact that I get really, really bad breakdowns and my mental state is unstable and I need support (from those that are able to provide it).
Ig what I'm trying to say - if you care about me, please don't overstress yourself with worrying about me. I'm not doing as badly day to day as my fedi might indicate.
에서 본 명언 생각대로 되는 건 "아 이러다가 살찔텐데" 밖에 없다.なんで、誕生日入力がmust ？と思ったけど、あれか。子供がSNS使う問題どうのこうの対策かな
에서 본 명언 생각대로 되는 건 "아 이러다가 살찔텐데" 밖에 없다.韓国側で出てきた統一教会の内部資料。
「北村恒夫上院議員の声を聞かせて、私たちの団体が私たちをどれほど応援してくれているかを聞きたかったのです」
「これまでの投票は1000万票でしたが、今回は3000万票を目指し、少なくとも2000万票を投じると述べました。とてもうれしく、ほっとしました。」
信者数10万人の統一教会が2000万票を約束しているのは一体どういう計算なのか。
https://n.news.naver.com/article/001/0015816659?sid=102
Rubyのすごい人たちどうしてだかBlueskyにたくさんいらっしゃるんだよねえ🥺
山中走行中に迎えた日の出
山頂からの湖と富士山も綺麗。冬快晴なので遠くがくっきり見えて良かった〜
[속보]이 대통령, 제주항공 여객기 참사에 “대통령으로서 사죄”
www.khan.co.kr/article/2025...
“이 대통령은 “이제는 형식적 약속이나 공허한 말이 아닌 실질적 변화와 행동이 필요하다”며 “정부는 항공철도사고조사위원회에 독립성과 전문성 강화를 적극 뒷받침하고 여객기 참사의 원인 규명에 최선을 다하겠다”고 밝혔다.”
[속보]이 대통령, 제주항공 여객기 참사에 “대통령으로...
RE: https://mastodon.zunda.ninja/@zundan/115691102937569910
何度も書くけどAT ProtocolはPDSが実質的に非中央集権になる前にBlueskyがうんこになりました。しょんぼり。
Tech billionaires are hoarding computer parts, and it goes way beyond gaming GPUs. This video looks at how AI demand, chip shortages, and corporate stockpiling are shifting power over who gets access to compute at all.
Less convenience, more control.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0yZ8yYzj-Ys
Freezing rain floods Gaza camps as displaced #Palestinians face even worse conditions
Rain has flooded makeshift camps in #Gaza, worsening conditions for Palestinians displaced by the two-year war
https://www.independent.co.uk/news/world/middle-east/gaza-floods-palestine-weather-rain-b2891209.html
洗濯物ほしたのでえらい
樺島万里子 Mariko Kabashima＠海外ニュース翻訳情報局さん:
「日本会議に対する最大の違和感は、
国家を語りながら、人間を完全に切り捨てていることだ。
彼らの言葉には
生活も、人生も、犠牲も、現実も出てこない。
あるのは「国家」「誇り」「伝統」という抽象語だけ。
調べれば分かる。
日本会議の主張は、実質この三点に尽きる。
① 「戦後日本」を否定したい
彼らが敵視しているのは、
・戦後民主主義
・憲法（特に9条）
・個人の尊厳や人権という発想
これらを
「敗戦の産物」「押し付けられた価値観」と切り捨て、
戦前の国家観を「本来の日本」と呼び直す。
だから憲法改正は目的ではない。
国家が個人の上に立つ社会を取り戻すための手段にすぎない。
ここには一貫した思想がある。
個人は守る対象ではなく、国家の部品だという考えだ。
② 「議論」を潰し、「空気」で支配したい
彼らは政策では勝負しない。
代わりに使うのは、
・教育
・道徳
・家族
・愛国心
反論すると
「人でなし」に見えるテーマばかり。
こうして、
・反対＝非国民
・慎重論＝臆病者
・現実論＝敵の味方
という空気を作る。
（続く」 / X
https://x.com/KNHjyohokyoku/status/2005413417973354597
MongoBleed Explained Simply
Link: https://bigdata.2minutestreaming.com/p/mongobleed-explained-simply
Discussion: https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=46414475
キラキラみずもち
が実装されました！
RE: https://misskey.io/notes/agtxhu0c7h8e03mb
1.오히려 실전기록이 쌓이니 다른 국가에 마케팅가능
2.훈총리넘이 범죄단지 사태 때 업보 세게쌓음
3.현 한국 대통령은 드럼통 드립이 나올만큼 성깔있음
https://pointless.chat/@draco/115799754913931661
북워커 연말연시 코인 환급 40%가 시작되었습니다 전품목 대상!!
"If someone threatens to burn your house down unless you follow their orders, and then burns your house down anyways, you DON'T have to follow their orders!" - 
@pluralisticCory Doctorow discussing Donald Trump, tariffs, and anti-circumvention laws.
What a great quote from Cory at #39C3.
Thank you to everyone putting on the event and especially the team handling livestreaming.
Edit: Re-listened and corrected a word.
It's that time of year.
Imagine No-AI HTTP header with which the server should legally never send any AI generated slop
(please don't argue how this is impossible, it's a joke)
@krosylightKagami is they/them 🏳️⚧️ Can it be used in responses too, so any AI Crawler is legally obliged to abruptly terminate the connection?
Let me be explicit. Here at the end of 2025, if you hear anyone say replacing fossil fuels with renewables is going to be expensive, they're either misinformed, uninformed, or lying to you.
Even leaving out the massive economic costs of #climate changes caused by burning fossil fuels, #renewableenergy is cheaper now.
部屋掃除倒した
ドバーッと出してきた
MastodonとかMisskeyは、投稿が時系列順に並んだタイムライン形式なので、投稿した直後から数時間ぐらいは目にとまるけど、あとはもう流れちゃうんですよね。
新しい人もたくさんみてるし、見逃している人もいるので、いつも見てくれている人が邪魔に思わないぐらいの頻度で、同じ話でも、繰り返しした方がいいな、と思います。
just because the year ends in 72ish hours does not mean you can’t make these the kindest hours of the year
spread kindness and joy and help start #2026 on the right foot
Practicing extra gratitude today💜
今回、韓国聯合ニュースで一部報じられた「TM特別報告書」こそ、この超一級資料ではないかと思っています
まさか日本の政界工作について、統一教会(家庭連合)日本法人の会長を務めた徳野英治氏が、こんなに詳しく語っていたとは……😨
続報・詳報を切望します！
https://x.com/nojimagurasan/status/1931339180199842160?s=20
"To try to live without using plastic now (at least in the US) is an extremely expensive endeavor, both in terms of money and n terms of time. Plastic is so deeply integrated into so many of our systems that it is very difficult to avoid. But we are at a moment with "AI" where things aren't so deeply integrated, though corporate interests are pushing for them to be. So I believe that every act of refusal is especially powerful and meaningful now..."
https://buttondown.com/maiht3k/archive/how-to-keep-friends-and-influence-people-away/
Galera linda #fediverso, fui feliz em descobrir que o Brasil tem sua 1a instância ligada ao jornalismo 
a http://jornalismo.social é uma incrível oportunidade para fazer o nosso espaço crescer, então vamos divulgar amplificando (
), chamando amiges e projetos ligados ao tema para participar, escrevendo a resto o seu blog, outras redes sociais, falando naquele privado, seja criativa 
É REAL, a sua ajuda REALMENTE faz a diferença, converse com esse pessoal e vamos trazê los para cá 
Além disso, o projeto tem várias outras maneiras importantes de ser ajudado, basta ver em https://jornalismo.social/about. Mas já comece participando com a DIVULGAÇÃO 
Parabéns ao 
@gutocarvalho/jornalismo/gutocarvalho (tb fundador da bolha.us) por essa essencial iniciativa 
Estou começando a fazer a minha parte (com esse toot HoHOho) e vc?
#jornalismo #jornal #noticia #Brasil #mastodon #news #br #Brazil
朝から蛇が卵丸呑みにする動画見て
になってた
OM-5IIはミラーレスでファインダーの中に居るのは液晶画面なんだけどカメラ屋さんで試したらT-70の感触に近くて安心して買っちゃったよ。これまで一眼レフカメラを使っていなかった人なら外の大きい液晶画面を見て撮った方が楽なのかもしれない。
브리짓 바르도는 한국인을 '개고기 먹는 야만인'으로 표현한 것으로 잘 알려져 있는데 생전에 한국의 개 식용 금지 소식을 들었을지 궁금하다 (정작 프랑스에서는 아직 금지되지 않음)
RE: https://bsky.app/profile/did:plc:e4a32z23pazq5dxnucj6wpee/post/3mb3fljo74c2j
こっちに流すの忘れてた！ブルアカパジャマ合同に描いたミヨ！！
昨日のテレビでチラッと昭和天皇が「原爆投下はしょうがなかった」とか言ってるの見て、なるほど天皇から自己を振り返り反省もしなかったわけだから、政治家も庶民も自己を振り返ったり反省したりするのは避けるわね、だってメンタルに負荷がかかるものね、と思いました。ところでゆりこは学歴詐称お咎めなしなのにどこぞの市長さんはお咎められてたのとか、同じような筋の通ってない行動とっても扱いに差があるわけで、筋を通さず逃げ切れる社会はどうしたって不公平になるんじゃないでしょうか。ちなみにわたしが勤めている職場（古い企業）も誰も責任取りません。ぬるま湯。
良い
헬테이커 2차창작 대전격투게임 '헬버서스' 데모판
이런 감성 진짜 오랫만이다 옛날 길티기어도 생각남
HELL VERSUS DEMO
I’ve been making paper again.
I started this batch by tearing up wrapping paper into shreds.
Aura Farming
misskey.ioに新しい絵文字 
(ironnna_hitoga_irumono_desune)が追加されたかも。
misskey.ioに新しい絵文字 
mizumochi_aww)が追加されたかも。
흑… Mirror Tune 이 원래 루리드래곤을 위해 만든 노래였나? 너무 좋잖아 T-T
『ルリドラゴン』×ずっと真夜中でいいのに。『ミラーチューン』...
힐씨
MJ+
시오
Evan Prodromou
SparklingOutlaw🍉
Jenniferplusplus
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ッタ🦜 
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